So I did this thing. I stopped using my calendar. Yeah, I just ditched it. The alarms, the color-coded blocks, the endless scrolling to fit life's tasks into tiny rectangles, I had enough. At first, it felt like jumping out of a plane without a parachute. But guess what? I didn’t crash.
The idea of timePOST is weird when you think about it. It's this thing we all agree to follow but never really question. Sure, someone's gonna say, "But dude, it's practical," and I'm not saying it's not. But time as a rigid structure, a rule everyone follows without questioning – that’s the trap. It’s like we've collectively signed a contract with time without reading the fine print.
I was only a few days into my experiment when I noticed something odd. I wasn't freaking out. It's like my brain turned a corner. Have you ever had one of those days where you just go with the flow? But not in the hippy, aimless way. Just letting things unfold, trusting you'll handle your shit. It was like that.
Here’s where it gets interesting. Without the calendar dictating my every move, I started seeing my days differently. Mornings stretched out like a blank canvas. Lunch wasn't a 30-minute refueling station sandwiched between tasks. It was part of the day, not an interruption.
QUOTE: "Time doesn’t run out. We just run around it like hamsters on a wheel."
I read somewhere once about people who chase productivity like it’s some kind of salvation. Words like 'maximize' and 'optimize' make me queasy now. I wonder: are they regretting it?
Something funny happened during this experiment. I was supposed to have this important call. Without my trusty calendar, I missed it. Not great, right? But here’s the kicker: the world didn’t end. We rescheduled. Shocking, huh?
This is where I'm supposed to say something wise, but truth is, I’m still figuring it out. I wonder if embracing unpredictability is what we need. We talk about living in the moment, but it’s hard to do when you’re constantly looking at the next.
QUOTE: "Living in the moment isn't as simple as it sounds because most of us are terrified of it."
And that’s the crux. We’re scared of freedom because it’s unpredictable. But maybe it's time to question if predictability is overrated. What if timelines are just leashes we happily wear, believing they protect us from chaos when maybe they just shield us from life?
This isn't a pitch to go all-out anarchist with your schedule. Hell, it's confusing as it is, right? Maybe it’s more about loosening the grip. Letting some of that grey area wash over life’s sharp corners.
I know I’m not alone in this. We're in the age of 'smart' everything, yet so many of us are craving something real. We build these structured lives to feel in control, but maybe it’s time to ask why we need so much control in the first place.
I can see you rolling your eyes. Don’t worry, I’m right there with you. This isn't a solution. It's an experiment. A way to peek behind the curtain society drapes over reality.
QUOTE: "Uncertainty could be where future possibilities breathe."
So, will I go back to my calendar? Maybe. But I'll think twice before I let it be my puppet master. Until then, I’ll keep playing in the spaces where time loses its hold and see what else I can find there.
END: Wonder what else we’ve shackled ourselves to without realizing it. Could be more out there waiting to be questioned.